amberfeather: (aeris)
Hehe. Well I guess it is always good to be back. Hello! (I'm fully aware there's no one reading this) I'm just happy I had the mind to remind my password. I suposse that bring us here, to the point I need something to write about.

GAMES SPOILERS AHEAD
Its been almost five years, Its really crazy. I'm glad to say my love from the Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts saga still doesn't know of almost not limits. I was a bit dissapointed on ffxv (I enjoyed it more than all of the thirteen saga frankly speaking) and I played Kingdom Hearts III. Let me tell you it sounds crazy. I remember that time when we all thought BBS was the 3rd stament and it really seems like it happened...-Well what it is- a decade and (almost) a half ago. The last game was okay -(I was a bit disappointed too)-, I felt the final part a litte bit rushed, like they were a lot of unexplained things...Oh and of course they gave the damnsel role to the one who was supossed to be our fighting queen (not master queen *see what I did?) Didn't get the why there's a time cycle and everyone acts as if things are not happening again. It doesn't matter, belive me i don't prettend to rant because from an overall point of view it was really okay and myself happy with the ending. (SPOILER When Nomura said the end was gonna make us cry I thought about Sora and Riku possibilities, and knew one of them would fall, so no surprise for me.) 
I play more variated games now. Before I was really stuck with RPG and didn't want to really try out anything else. I'm glad I played RDR2. It gave me one of the most awful cries I had in my whole life with videogames. I made a strong bond with Arthur...even though he could be my dad lol -okay not dad but uncle-. I remember being really mad while playing, I swear every character that I started to adore had to die for some reason. And the impotence I constanly feel about it agh. The thing with my horse at the end broke me. That's all I have to say (in truth no, but this is not an entry about RDR.)
And I finished TLOZ: Breath Of The Wild. Let me tell you I'm glad no one dies at the end. It was amazing: the music relaxing and beautiful, the scenarios wonderful, so much that no matter how tired I was I couldn't stop playing, they even keep atracting me now hehe. 
To sum up this last year my videogame schedule was on full. Not that I was only sumited to the cause.

You didn't know, but I never took out the car license exam when I turned 18 (which is the minimum age we are allowed to drive here.) Turns out it's been a year and three months since I have the lincense. And slowly -when I can- I evade myself and escape to the mountains. I went to a lagoon -not joking its not the coastal's type one, probably it has another name in english. *I'm going to explain it so you can get an idea or identify it. Imagine an old glaciar gone and what lefts is a little hole on the ground. During winter this hole is covered with snow and ice, so when the weather become warmer the ice and snow turn into water, ending in a never ending cycle of snow and waters which plays along with seasons.* It was cold but great. Then I end up in the best medieval spaniard village I had seen in my own autonomy, I mean it was only 90 kilometers away from home and I never knew it. Next trip needs to be a meadow with flowers (I don't have a lot of expectations because I have no clue where I'm going to find one. But I'm on it!)

I'm still writting. I enjoy it so much. I'm not confidence enough to try anything in english. I had say it before, wish I could draw a comic because I lost myself a lot on the details. I want to share how do I exactly imagine the scenarios and I am definitely not good enough to describe it without making the lecture tedious or heavy. I use a lot of lowkey poetry to do it, in fact not poetry, "artistic description" I would name it. I'm a little mess but I have a lot of fun. 
amberfeather: (Celes)
 I know I know I haven't posted in a whole year (well almost) but I'M BACK and in fact no one read this. So we are okay.
I adore Celes, I don't know if you knew but it's a fact <3.
Nevermind.

1st: I BOUGHT A PS4!! It's my auto Christmas present and birthday's. It's too awesome :D 
2nd: Need to upgrade my grades or I'll feel awful about this because I don't need anything to distract myself. (it was OK I pass, well done lol this is 4 years later) 
3th: So now I will finally play FFXV (when it cames out) & KH 2.8 & FFX HD (in ps4) and Type 0 (no more psp version) & The last Guardian ♥ & Horizon: Zero Dawn & Bloodborne & Dark Souls & Metal Gear & ODIN SPHERE REMASTER MY LORDDDD & KH 1.5 and 2.5 and III (when it cames out too)

Whoa seriously I'm so happy

4th: My computer is about to die but those are no news. The news are that now I can't edit.
I CAN'T EDITTTTT *unstoppable cries* 
5th: I still writing that story about the emperador and the birds and I'm loving it so much, I would love to draw a comic.
6th: Which leads me to say that I am planing on go to the gym -not related with the last topic I know- and on take up art classes -see it was related- 
7th: Seriously I would love to work being a graphic designer, or a fashion designer or a videogame maker or a animator *sights* I guess I did it wrong lol 
8th: My brother is out, living in another country for the first time in his, our lives, and idk it's weird to not heard him screaming because someone kill him in a game or it's talking with skype. The good thing is I can sleep fast without hearing him lol.
9th: this academic year is passing so fast that i'm not sure if it's bad or good.
10th: I'm stressed as...heeeelp. No seriously you have no idea.

And that's all for today cause I don't want to write anymore. Hopehopehope that by the next time I talk to you everything will be even better :)
amberfeather: by me (snow villiers)
Today was valentine's day. It's not like I'm feeling down for that or something (OMGOSH I only write in special occasions eg: hallowen, this. This. THISSSSS) it's just I'm tired so current mood? Tired, any else? Nope. Guess i'm lazy too.

I say I was going to bring male icons so here it's him. Snow. Like Capitol's president but a hundred percent hot and in all ways preferable.
Do I sound rude? I tend to be rude when I'm feeling tired but without pretending it. Well, cool Kay, I suppose no one wants to be rude right? 

Just for all of you to know (and you probably don't care) Snow it's not my favorite male character on ff series. The order goes more or less this way -> Balthier (FFXII), Locke (FFVI) Tidus (FFX) and Zack (CC) These doesn't have an specific order because I can pick between them, then cames Snow, Zidane and the rest. I'm praying for Noctis to get a chance against top 3. Obviously this is a list of characters that had conquered my heart not about the one's with the best personality (of course for me they have the best personality in the whole world but I know there are others with better one, more mature more  developed.)  hahaha I like that. I'm going to leave it like that.

So I can't sleep. And because of that i'm writing this thing...Guess what? You are going to read about why I like more games apart of FF or KH. I know you think I only care about (if you know me a little lol) Final Fantasy. X being more precise. But that's not trueeeeee. My first game was indeed FFX, or Pokemon, but tbh never liked Pokemon the way I did with 10. You should know I was playing Zelda all day by that time too or that I played KH (okay KH&FF you always said, cool again Kay) or Animal Crossing and THE SIMS. The only genre i don't enjoy are shooters because I'm still getting into use both analog sticks, poor me. The camera goes like crazy I just don't manage to control it. But I enjoy action ones as DMC, MGS (it's the only shooter I swear), Shadow of the Colossus (nevermind is a rpg ) or AC for example. It's just I never edit with them. Don't know why. Definitely it'll come a day I edit with those. (whenmylaptophasspace, whenthedamnthingdon'tcrushevery5minutes) 

And with all this...I'm sleepy, in better mood ;) See you, and to whoever read this I  ♥ U.
Happy Valentine's day.

HALLOWEEN

Oct. 31st, 2015 12:28 am
amberfeather: (Default)
 It is halloween...it is halloween!

Happy birthday M! I know you are not going to read this but tbh I wanted to make clear it's your day :DD

I'm checking how does the icon look If I post this entry so...(I'm a liarrrr~ I just made that up...Idk what to talk about.)

See you when I edit this in a proper way!

Edit#1: I have to start bringing male Icons. I MUST.

Edit #2: Due to the amount of months passed I decided to start a new entry and let this one behind. Thank you for your understanding. Heheh. 
amberfeather: Made byy me (chere)

CURRENT MOOD: (Hopefull?)
WATCHING: x
LISTENING: ICO and Shadow of the colosus OST
WARNING: POST ABOUT MY BORING LIFE SKIP UNTIL FREAK TIME SECTION BELLOW IF YOU WANT

Hello everyone!

I've been feeling a little down for a couple of weeks and I decided it was time for me to RISE and SHINE again -weeeell maybe not that way- (dot dot dot) But yeah why not?

Halloween it's around the corner and I hope it will be amazing because last year I couldn't do anything and I really regret it. The thing it's my family never celebrates this festivity so I'm always hanging out with friends -basically I have a friend whose birth's that day, awesome right?-

So here's a list of costumes i'm thinking about:
- Harley Quinn
- The Vampire Diaries -Katherine- (probably the chosen one)
- New version of Jester/fool with a friend.

ANDD FREAK TIME!

I'm writing a book which is about bird people and they king vs an emperor and his dogma (sounds like a story for kids but it's not). That's the prologue bc the real story it's not about those two but you know? I just love the characters so much that I'm about to draw them. God if I didn't suck at drawing...

Oh and I am playing ffvi and I adore all the characters specially Celes, locke, Terra, Mog and Relm (I don't have gogo yet or the yeti but I want theeeeeem *^*)
Terra's theme is incredible! And the scene in Opera House!!!! (Hype increases 1000000000 points)
Btw Ultros you're so adorable hahahahaha. I don't know how many times I'll have to defeat you, but I'm on my third one :)

I don't know what I didn't put a reading section on top but nevermind I'm reading The Fire Sermon. It was amazing at the beginning but it turn out to be quite...slow. Yes that's the word I was looking for. I like it yet I think it could be less descriptive, not even descriptive. The action should have take part waay before that at the end of the book. We have action at the beginning and at the end, the rest it's a loooong journey. I bought this one with An Ember in the Ases and I'm glad I read the second one first because I loved it.
 
And well that's all...I think.
 
See you next time!!
amberfeather: Aerith/Aeris Gainsborough (aeris ffvii)
CURRENT MOOD:

http://gph.is/1iFcT0z <- GO & WATCH THAT OKAY?


I'm not good at new starts and summer ended up so quickly that i don't know what I've done. Well hell yeah I know, nothing.
We went to Lisbon which is an amazing place and stay there for nosalive (okay nope that wasn't the reason buut we stay one day at nos) Meanwhile i visited Sintra, Estoril and oc Lisbon. Not much but all of it gorgeous.

Then I got countryside and more countryside and me doing nothing. Wahuu I'm amazing because now i'm complaining about it when I didn't concern properly at the beginning.

I have mixed feelings. That is why I made that gif; I could be Lenne accepting with sorrow what awaits or I could be Shuyin. Sadly I guess I am more in Lenne's side *sighs*

I don't know what to do or what dream I should go for so I'm going to sleep for now.

Conclusion: oh dream little dream where are you??

HELLO!

Jun. 1st, 2015 12:00 am
amberfeather: (FF10-2)
CURRENT MOOD: (Cheerful?)
WATCHING: THE FAULT IN OUR STARS
WARNING: ENTRY FULL OF SPOILERS  (Type 0) (Crisis Core) FAN GIRLY MODE 
                 


RANDOM THINGS

Yesh. So I've this whole week full of exams but i'm feeling happy you know? Maybe it's because the good weather or maybe I'M NEAR TO FINISH MY CLASSES AND I'M SOO EXCITED ABOUT IT.
SUMMER IS BACK. I'm a person who likes the good weather, the pool, the beach, the sun...OH MY, FOREVERRRR.


Well I finished Hair Of Fire. I'm so disappointed, [SPOILERR AHEAD] i mean I've always been obsessed with Chaol. I ship him with Celaena. WHY?? WHY YOU ROWAN??? hahaha Don't get me wrong i like Rowan too but not that much. CHAOL IS A LOOOORD! And really feels like I know, everybody knows, he is going to die someday. I spent the whole book definitely not thinking anything more than that lol so hope he don't. NEVER.

And as I said before I'm playing Type 0 but finally in Spanish. I'm near the end of game and that's why i haven't played in a couple of weeks. I don't want them...just you all know. And I'm so selfish or whatever but Machina... man you're just so silly! I know he is going to regret it but I can't not forgive him that easily, i don't care if it's all up to him and he decides to repair the world blahblahblah You better take care of your wife machina!! Otherwise i don't know what I'll do to you! (jk) The truth it's he's alredy forgiven, but I can't endure to watch that ending.

Really this things happend to me because of my usual behaviour of watching fmvs before playing games. And it's wrong. Zack Fair has been near to die like one thousand times since 2008, but he could never achive to see Angeal again. I didn't let him. I CAN'T KILL HIM GOD. I CAN'T. But I made a promess with a friend of letting him go someday, don't worry hahaha (Well to be fair I don't think i would ever let him xD he's not death for me. Which leads me to...)

[[[[[[CLOUD AND AERIS ARE CANON even if you don't like it. And yeah, either way ZACK AND AERIS are canon too. (yesh i had to say it!!) Aeris is such a REAL LUCKY GIRL. I wanna be her xD]]]]]]]

So as i was saying...In conclusion I have the same problem with the Type0 class. 

I'm not a good player. If someone had warned me before about the end of ffx I probably hasn't finish it yet. That was a shock too. 


SOOO I'm sleepy now. HAPPY MONDAY AND WEEK AND EVERYTHING.
CHEERSSS!
Bye.
amberfeather: Made by Whitefeatherx/KayuriiChan/Amberfeather or Sehraii-irie-Chann (kh)
[COULD JUST SOMEONE COME AND SAVE ME?]
Well, right. That will be easy. I mean the easy solution to the problem not the fact of someone coming with the
earnest decision.
This is it. World is this with you having to be ready for it.
[SO NO. NO ONE COMING. NO ONE TAKING YOU OUT OF YOUR OWN PROBLEMS]
Move. No matter what.
Think. Even when you're feeling dizzy.
Be in peace with your own self.
Smile. Beacuse there's so much more in you than anger or sadness.
Be whoever you want to be. You can be ANYONE you can do ANYTHING you want.
[BUT DO IT. BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T FIGHT BACK YOU ARE GETTING NOTHING.]

ME!

Mar. 2nd, 2015 12:29 am
amberfeather: Made by Whitefeatherx/KayuriiChan/Amberfeather or Sehraii-irie-Chann (1000 words)
[TO READ:
- HEIR OF FIRE (actually reading)
- The Mortal Instruments (6/Not even started)
- Anna Karenina (Not even started)
- Pride and Perjuice (In pause.)]

[Playing:
- Type 0 [psp version and quite bad, only a bunch of days to have the ps4 versio
actually in spanish wooho)]

[MUST WATCH:
- American snipper


[MUST BUY:
- Chocolate.
- A new mobile phone (actual one's broke)
- Clothes (just because I want to)]

Oh and I'm testing the page!
Cheers <3